Thanks Mona, and I appreciate you telling me some of your story. It has been hard for me because I have also been dealing with the grief of losing her and the guilt that I didn't make more of an effort to repair our relationship before it was too late. Lots of mixed up feelings and thoughts but as Mouse said, it is starting to unravel itself and as you say, it has felt like a weight off my shoulders today. I hope it continues. Thank you.