So I've been feeling like c*** lately. I wish I could say how long this has been going on, but my memory's shot. I also have trouble focusing lately, trouble keeping track of what day it is and so forth.

I don't feel safe anymore at home. I can't get any rest here either... A lot of the time I don't even feel like I'm part of life (I actually feel like I'm looking at the people around me, living their lives, through a window)...

I also get angrier and angrier lately. I'm starting to feel like I can't trust myself anymore...

I had my doc make an appointment last Friday, but I feel like I needed to share this here. Maybe I really want some feedback, maybe I just need to vent my anxiety...

I don't know where I should post this, so I thought I'd start by sharing my Sanity Score... :

Overall score: 130

General Coping 79
Life Events 25
Depression 72
Anxiety 58
Phobias 33
Self-Esteem 100
Eating Disorders 30
Schizophrenia 50
Dissociation 75
Mania 75
Sexual Issues 31
Relationship Issues 0
Alcohol 8
Drugs 8
Physical Issues 17
Smoking Issues 13
Gambling Issues 0
Technology Issues 0
Obsessions/Compulsions 81
Posttraumatic Stress 33
Borderline Traits 50