Dang, rainbow, that rupture with your T sounds so ****ing painful!

I'm a bisexual female and my T is a heterosexual female and I'd be SO hurt if she ever told me she feels me hugging her is sexual. Because me hugging her isn't sexual for me at all, more of child like even though I DO have erotic transference for her AND don't get hugs from anyone else. T is THE only affectionate physical contact I experience in my whole life.