I don't do any major restrictions intentionally....I don't have the will-power for it. I do go through periods where I can't eat for long periods of time. I will have a few bites of fruit a day but won't be able to eat anything else without wanting to spit it out the moment I feel it in my mouth. During these times, no food sounds good and I just can't force myself to eat. When this happens, I tend to drop weight quickly and I also get this euphoric feeling from it sometimes. But it's not a conscience thing I do intentionally. I also go through periods where I can't stop eating, am always hungry and everything sounds delicious. I will pack on weight rapidly. It is also very common for me to fixate on a safe food that doesn't disgust me and eat nothing but that food for weeks at a time. It will be the only thing I can tollerate and stomach. It's not very healthy and probably dangerous but I don't have any control over it.

I'm sorry you are suffering with this. (((Hugs)))