Hi there. I am in a mixed mood today. I want to feel happy and content but why do I have to work at it? Why can't i just feel it naturally? Oh well, Acceptance is the answer I know, but it's still hard. I am looking forward to this coming week though. I finally get to see my Psychiatrist and get my meds changed hopefully. I just got put on new meds about 3 weeks ago, but one of them I took myself off of which is Lithium because it was making me throw up. y I need something else to replace it though. Maybe then, I will feel better. I am trying to keep a positive attitude today.