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I feel unsafe. I decided to waint until getting that blood test but there is too much pressure from the entities and I feel the urge to do it now with whatever I have. I don't feel safe, I could lose it at any moment. But those people from the ER don't get it and I am left alone.
I have to keep in control.
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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