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Sorry to hear that. I'm going to try to find a job soon since we might loose our house soon. Hopefully we won't. We're 10000 short at least, ugh! And we only have until the end of Nov., so even if I get a f/t job, there is no way in hell that I'll make enough to save the house-

I feel like such a loser at times. I've always had a hell of a time making friends even when I tried to be open and friendly.

I don't get how some people can make and keep friends so easily and I struggle to do just that usually no matter what! This really takes a toll on my already fragile self esteem most of the time, ugh!