I pick at scabs on my face and squeeze pores on my face and chest. It is disgusting. I also squeeze thick white discharge out of my breasts around the areola. It seems like a form if self harming to me. It gets worse when I'm stressed. But I do have OCD. I wonder if it is a kind of it. I don’t know. I have been doing it since I was about 11 or 12. I've had OCD since I was 9 so it could be related. This is the first if me admitting it to anyone. It is disgusting. My breasts are scabby as a result too. Luckily I am not entering a relationship again or it could get difficult to explain. Urgh..
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