Hello TehSmokeyMan: Thanks for sharing your scores. I'm sorry you are struggling.

I don't know anything about your situation... but quite a bit of what you wrote I can relate to. I'm an older person. And I live a mostly solitary lifestyle. I seldom leave the house (except to walk the dog.) My short term memory is pretty-much shot. I wish more of my long term memory was.
I tend to feel as though I'm watching life go by through the window. Actually, come to think of it, that's just what I'm doing. In my case, that's okay. I don't really want to be "out there".

But I also struggle with quite a bit of anger. I'm not on any psych med's. Occasionally it occurs to me that's probably just as well...
Anyway, it's good you'll be having an opportunity to see your doc. Hope that's helpful. I still have a pdoc even though I'm no longer on med's. I see him once a year, just to keep my foot in the door, so to speak, in case I need him for something in the future. I have an appointment scheduled for a week from tomorrow (Monday).