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Originally Posted by Wonderfalls
Could you at all prioritize the appointment with T2? I mean like treat it as though it is the most important thing in the world right now so whatever else you have to do is still less important? Like getting hurt in an accident. Sorry if that still isn't feasible, but that's what I would try thinking.
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I can't afford to miss any school. I tried to work with her but since I can't just come in when she's free (she doesn't have like a set open for weekly at the same day and time).
My only friend in this city is about to move and then I'll be all alone. Everyone always leaves or doesn't want to deal with me. Either way, I feel like the worlds worst burden. I keep thinking about the hospital but I can't because of school. That happened at my first attempt in 2012 and I had to pay back all of my finical aid and then pay for my own classes and pass before I could apply again for assistance. I did private singing lessons and math in the spring. This fall, I'm taking private singing lessons, choir and remedial math and English. I can't miss school. I have to hope I can make it until something happens or spring finally comes. I refuse to go in December. Last time, the doctor tried to keep me over Christmas because I refused to take an AP I knew didn't work even at max dosage. But no one believes me.