While I'm disappointed that my T won't hug me like I want, I have a lot to be grateful for. She did hug me once, which was amazing. She also high fives me. She's gone over our usual 45 minutes sometimes, and I think once she even spent 90 minutes with me. She does do outside contact, and I've spoke to her on the phone quite a bit. There was one week when I was really struggling and she spoke to me each night. When we talk on the phone the amount of time varies. Sometimes it's as long as 25 minutes. She has also spoken to my mom with my permission. She visited me in the hospital. She told me she loves me, and I can tell that she really does. She bought beads and made bracelets with me. She made me a playlist. She gave me her necklace. She got Monopoly so we could play it together. She gave me a shell and a rock. She's given me clay and lotion. She's learned new things for me. I'm sure there's more she's done for me that I just can't think of right now. But I'm very grateful to have found my T, as she is truly amazing. I hope everyone can find a T that they are as happy with as I am with mine. I know I'm very lucky to have found such a great person to be my T.