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Old Oct 09, 2016, 11:40 PM
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Originally Posted by Lonlin3zz View Post
Alcohol is a depressant, but we crave for that feeling that alleviates our mood for a short while.

It just becomes another vicious cycle of pain, until you know whatever method that will pull you out of this cycle.

But in all honesty, I drank a while ago and got really wasted. The after-effect was so terrible, I had to tell myself it will end up worse if I continued. From the incident of emptying into a plastic bag at a friend's house, they refused to let me drink above 1/2 a cup anymore.

It's a detrimental process that you will embrace for now, but it's gonna kill you eventually.
I know it's so horrible for my body...but I'm also at the point where I care very little about what I do to myself. I think I should tell my therapist how much I drink in one setting, instead of casually saying "yeah, I drink alcohol sometimes" when they ask me if I do any substances. I'm sorry you've also had a bad experience with drinking.
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