Dragon,

Take this to heart and I'm speaking from experience.... Give this sometime bcos what you need to do now is focusing on you. I went down that road that you are on already a long rough road. Overtime you will be tested ( anger/ depression ) stand fast on your convictions.

I will help you as much as possible but you have to remember that they are hurt and your actions will speak tremendous for you. You can say your sorry until you are blue in the face but yet that was the past and the new dragon has appeared.

Stay patient my friend my journey has taken me to some hard places but I learned who I was and what I gave up for my wife .. Your wife is looking at her life and will make some of the needed changes but DONT ATTEMPT TO CHANGE HER

God Bless you Dragon

David