My thoughts and prayers are with you, Dragon. So is my faith in your ability to change things around.
Just a tiny, unasked for piece of advice.
Ephesians 5:1&2
1Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children 2and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.
This is how a man is supposed to love his wife, too.
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.