Really irritatable today. Bit my tongue all to peices trying to contain the retorts. I really just want to be left alone today, don't want to mess about with the petty things of life. Want to tell mum to get her own food. Fortunately she told me all she wants for dinner is chili, I can handle that. But she decided this was the day to cut back the flowers and other outdoor crap. She's 88 so I bite my tongue and humor her. I just want to watch tv and cut the rest of the world out today.....but living with others means making nice no matter how I feel.