I was some years older than the half brothers and the "privileges" or lack of them were entirely different... I didn't even meet them for a ridiculously long time.

(Btw I don't know why I even posted this.. I feel like "just a whiner"
don't air your dirty laundry in public this was indoctrinated into me..don't talk,,you aren't worthy of breathing )

I always wanted to play the piano, however the father was too mean to buy me a second hand piano...

(But I was "mean" and "selfish" )

But naturally the half brothers had a piano...

I would actually have been good at the piano if I'd had a chance to learn it, and as the mother of one of my school friends said when I eventually bought a piano myself before I was thrown out "you'll be able to express yourself through this" or something. She didn't like me, few did, I was "too quiet" ...


It makes me so how I was labelled by a "professional" (IRL)

I wish some of them had the Ability to actually listen

Kind of vital, I would have thought