Yeah. They have their own problems, we don't need to think they know us well, or have any perspective, we can say "I am a good person" we can say "Now I will know how to do that/handle that next time" (may never come but hey...). "I am just a person and that makes me a being moving along with so many others, the struggle to change what we do with what makes us, or to keep our way of coping no matter if it is not working...sometimes, a place just seems like a good spot to lie down in...
But, just a couple of days ago, I walked the streets of nyc and had a wonderfilled time of art, color, shapes, vignettes, smells, light, the angles, the park of all city parks
today, home, a warning bell sounds off in the distance.