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Originally Posted by TheGagagirl1234
I really hate myself because of my autism. My sister is much prettier than me and she has so many friends. I don't have any friends, and I've never had a long friendship. I can't stop being jealous of her and I'm the only one in my family who suffers from autism, and it sucks! They don't understand me, and I feel like I'm an alien in social situations. I don't belong anywhere. I probably never will accept myself and my awful autism. I just wish I had at least one autistic sibling or family member. But unfortunately this isn't reality.
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First of all, you are beautiful. My husband has Aspergers Syndrome and my children both are on the Spectrum. I have Schizoaffective Disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder. You will get passed this and eventually will find others that will accept the beautiful human that you are. I was socially unaccepted in school, I didn't have friends and people avoided me like I was a walking plague. I was bullied, teased, thrown rocks at and treated like crap. My parents couldn't deal with my MI and gave me to the state when I was 15. I was abused in foster homes and ran away living homeless on the street. I became strong, like you will. I don't think this, I know. You will persevere, be brave, educate yourself. This is what I tell my children. You have amazing gifts, don't focus on what society deems as "normal". People like you child, change the world and I believe this with every fiber of my being. Be courageous and change the way people view the world. Much love and peace.
