ECHOES. I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. It is very hard to express that you need nurturing from a therapist, Nurturing is different from mothering, nurturing is much more valuable in the process of recovery because it engages trust and boundaries, and trust that is constant and consistent, which is of most importance to someone with emotional issues caused by parents that were less than supportive in a young life. Just take things one day at a time and try to stay safe and get the help you need when you need it from your therapist, that is the most important benefit from your therapeutic relationship. Take care and good day Echoes. I hope things get better for you soon. Soidhonia.