I know I'm sucky at this while support thing as I know you are supposed to come here whether well or unwell. Thing is...I've been back to me for at least the last 3 months. Yes...the me I haven't seen in over 4 years. I don't foresee that changing. Thanks to God's healing, an absolutely FANTASTIC doctor and the right med combo, I am doing so well I don't know what to do myself. It feels beautiful not to be in the confusing throws of crippling depression or the lies of delusional mania. I am blessed beyond measure! Moreover, my husband and I, who were so far into the divorce process we were signing papers with our lawyers and about to start the process of negotiation, have decided to work things out and are doing very well. Exciting things are happening for me.
How are all of my friends?
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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