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Originally Posted by lucidity11
My t spoke to my son today because yesterday my son and I had a very angry argument and I was still upset. My son told my t that I mentioned suicide and that I have a bad memory. He also said I make stuff up and lie about stuff he says. My t asked me if I have Munchhausen syndrome. How the fk did we get there. Sometimes I think she is an *** hole. My son recently was picked up by the police because he was running toward main street in his underwear at 2am screaming out profanity and challenging people to kill him. He was in a psychotic state. Why the fk would she believe any fking thing he was saying
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Sorry for the language. I was not myself when I wrote this. I don't know what is happening to me. I am trying to get it together but it's not happening. My son actually gave me some good advice while we were arguing. I don't even remember how it started. Now all I want to do is disappear run away move to another state but how will that help me. I don't always think my t knows what she is doing but she is the only one who works with DID. And I don't want to have to go through it all with a new t. I am exhausted, sad about my argument with my son and have no idea how to move forward. I switch so much I half the time I don't know what day it is or what I am supposed to be doing. I just need it all to slow down.