I don't belong here. I was not welcomed here. I was an inconvenience. I was an answer to a prayer. I was not welcomed. I was too needy. I wasn't self sufficient enough. I was defiant. I was disobedient. I cried. I was lonely. I wanted comfort.

I am sorry. Forgive me.

No!!!

Why!!! It's not my fault.

I needed safety. I needed comfort. I needed love. I'm angry. I don't know what to do with it!!! It feels numb and confusing.