So it has been scheduled for a couple of weeks, T3 has been talking to me about this support group she'd really like me to give a try with. I was reluctant, I'm not a big fan of being in groups like that (I went to Al Anon a few years back to help support an alcoholic friend who was living with me at the time, and found I just did not care for that much.)

Anyway, T3 offered to go with me. She suggested it, actually. Just for support, to help me by having a familiar person there next to me. Well, tomorrow night (well, tonight, Wednesday) is the night, and I'm getting nervous as hell. Even though T3 lives a mile down the road from me, I've never run into her outside of session, except for a honk and a wave when she and her family were walking towards the front door of the house, and I saw them as I was leaving a friend's house, who lives three houses down from her.

I actually DO have a scheduled session with her in the morning, so will be talking to her prior to the meeting tonight... but all of a sudden I've gotten so nervous. It starts at 7pm, and lasts an hour and a half. I'm nervous about the group itself, and I'm maybe even a little nervous about seeing T out of her element. Not sure why. I am extremely touched by her offer, yet at the same time I almost feel a little guilty, as she has a husband and two kids at home, and from 7-8:30 pm, she will be taking time out of her own life to attend this meeting....for me.

If you were me, how would you feel? I feel a lot of things, and suppose I'll talk to her about it during my session in the morning.

Thanks!