Going to the grocery store is the big one. I cant deal with it. First there's the anxiety of going there and being around all those people, then there's the fact I cant seem to find anything that I am allowed to eat that I actually would want to eat. These things work together to make trips to the grocery store **** for me. There's lots of stuff I would want to eat but I cant have any of it. Mostly I just wonder around clueless and upset trying to plan meals for us to eat.

The pharmacy isn't much better for different reasons. I have to pick up so many meds I am afraid they think I am some sort of drug seeker and they just got to put them all in a bunch of different bags which makes it look like even more than it is. Keeping track of all of these pills is stressful too. Last time I had to return the pills that put me in the hospital which made it more stressful.

Taking a shower sucks too because I don't want to comb out my hair. It tangles so bad that even with a detangler its always a chore. I feel like I am going to go bald one of these days over these tangles.