Hi fearlessRich,

Welcome to the boards, and a good screen name too.

Lots of familiar stuff in your post. Reading between the lines I can feel an existential crisis in there. It's only a guess, but when I was in the trough I took up studying philosophy and it has been a lifelong comfort to see how the story unfolds.

Agree with Wants2Fly about the prozac and the therapy. But I'm going out on a limb here - It feels like there is something you want, and that's a healthy sign.

Best advice? Stay with us and share. It's good medicine.

Good thoughts to you, Myzen