Thank you! I really don't think so. Usually even in the beginnings of mania I start obsessing over bizarre things and have at least mild delusions. Also others (notably my therapist who I am seeing but with less frequency) notice and no one has. I think I am truly safe. My bipolar took a near flawless hiatus for 7 years...unmediated. I am believing it will happen again, especially with my God-given psychiatrist. Regardless, I was shocked at first...no more tears, no more sorrow, no dramatic outbursts or embarrassing behavior...just solace. It equipped me with the strength I needed to take care of my kiddos in the midst of what could have been a nasty divorce and I am just so thankful for that.

Btw, my husband has been much nicer a and was genuinely sorry for the past. Time will tell.