I don't know
Society proclaims, endlessly, that if we even screw up one thing, we are "failures".
Then, our minds or society tell us that we are "worthless".
I have not studied logic or philosophy in depth (I'm a "failure") but this seems like very skewed and harmful "logic" to me
If I were to judge, I would also say it's your parents who have failed, not you
You're intelligent and caring, you deserve a good life