It was honestly...the worst 3-4 months of this year...of the past 5 years. But its over and I no longer worry that I'm developing a serious neurological disorder.

Is some of this agoraphobia too? I truly hope you can find a therapist that will be able to help you with this anxiety. Yours is more severe than mine. I think it takes a lot of baby steps, but I wish I had a solution. I'm confident you will overcome your anxiety at some point. Focus on what you are good at, for now, or master something you have an interest in. That way you are doing something with your life, even if you're not working yet or doing school yet.