I just can't get my little sister's suicide attempt out of my head. It happened nearing a year ago, it was bad. Now she's stealing medication from me and my mom to get high. I just really feel like I had something to do with this. I was so depressed and upset when I was taking care of her, maybe it's my fault she even thought to do this sort of thing. Not to mention, the drugs. I've never been too into that sort of thing, but I know I've tried to numb myself out a lot, but I think she interpreted it as a "thing kids do". I feel like I really ****ed her up. Maybe if I had hid my issues better, she wouldn't of even considered hurting herself. She's not a failure to me, but I do believe I failed her. I was suppose to protect her and I let her down.