Hi guys, I have been with my current company for a little over three months. I came here after 6 months at a previous job within a toxic work environment with horrible disrespectful management. Prior to that i was with another company for 8 years and never had issues staying with any company for at least a few years until now.

At this new job, management is very respectful however slow in rewarding ppl for their hard work which essentially ties my hands as a director to reward my subordinates. There's also a lot of reorganization (ppl leaving) which affects job responsibilities and creates a difficult work environment and morale. Since I've been here I have seen 4 ppl leave in a three month period from top management to entry level personnel. This makes me very nervous.

It's a high paced, you never know what to expect, everyone needing things yesterday type of environment. And 9 hour workday.

On top of all this I am very sensitive to people and one of my subordinates gets very easily frustrated and in those moments comes off abrasive and disrespectful.

I don't know if I should be looking for a new job considering that I had only been here so little and 6 months at the previous job, I'm worried it makes my resume look bad.

All of this is causing me great anxiety which has been escalating for the past few weeks to the point where I'm wide awake at 4am.

I've already contacted a counselor and will be starting my sessions next week but was hoping you could offer some advice as to how I can come down and feel at peace.

Thank you!