i am trying so hard to be good but i am having A LOT of trouble taking my medication only i dont know why i just keep getting freaked out and i cant take it like i start having a panic attack i keep thinking it is going to hurt me but i am also scared the doctor suggested injections instead of tablets and i really dont want that but i dont know what to do i am so tired and i want to cry i am trying so hard but i cant even manage doing one thing.