Thank you.

I read about partners of people and my ex could never do that for me. I had to tell him he wasn't good for me, I relapsed after our wedding because he started bringing drugs home. He's anti prescription medication and there's no way I could've gotten help while married to him and now that I've gotten help there's no way I'll give that up for him.

I've been in the meantime, waiting for God to prepare that perfect man for me for a long time. The ironic thing is my ex sister in law introduced me to that concept.

I help people and it's funny because I find it really challenging to validate other people when I've been so invalidated my whole life. I guess that's why I'm doing it.