that makes sense as long as i am understanding it properly, thanks

so its sort of like having flashbacks that you dont really understand but have significant meaning for some reason?

im asking because im trying to figure it out... IF i have any parts that are there and WHEN they are trying to present, if not taking over my life and making me do these odd behaviours... (odd in the sense of out of character)

but its very confusing to me because as much as i can say i change, still find it difficult to simply say its switching or that im under the influence of a parts passive influence...

i wish it were simple and that i could know that way i could stop feeling so bad about it, like a manipulative cry baby fraud that cant handle a little stress..

thanks again my friends