It definately sounds like you are going through it right now. That is a lot of stress and I know how difficult it is to make decisions when it feels your whole world is falling apart. I'm glad to read your update that things are a bit better today. Take it one thing at a time and keep doing your best....it's all you can do really. Are there any charities in your local area which could help with the couch? Are you seeing a professional who might help you make the best decision on perhaps moving or changing jobs right now? Good luck with everything.