Phoenix is way cheaper and so is mexico. They probably need english teachers. Visualize yourself in a life you might want. Can your family help? An old friend?
Im trying to decide on a path myself in az, one that meets my needs so it keeps my disorder under control. Just met a woman online who will probably be my first friend in az, maybe even a bff!
Remember that nobel prize winner in math? The movie about him was A Beautiful Mind. He was schizophrenic for years, then decided not to be. A lot of us have to go step by step like me, but what do we have to lose in going forward? You have hundreds of friends supporting you here! Hugs!