Things were going fine for awhile between us until last night. Some of you know that he can be a verbally and emotionally abusive jerk at times. Anyways, last night I was on my laptop and he came in the room and made fun of how messy my hair looked. He pointed and laughed at me like a dumb 12 year old boy. He likes to do this to me often.

I usually tell him to shut up and go away. He usually tells me that he's going to take a pic of me and laugh even more. I was not in the mood for his lame jokes last night and yelled at him to stop and that he's being stupid and annoying.

He then got really angry at me. He yelled at me and asked me WTF is wrong with me, and then he threatened to break the computer. WTH? I did nothing but stare at him like he's nuts.

I took my laptop and purse as well as my phone and hid it in the guestroom then and waited for him to fall asleep. What an ***! He is super stressed about finances now, but that gives him NO right to threaten me like that! That's the first time that he's threatened to break anything of mine! In the past he'd throw things around and once he took my phone away after I got scared and called the cops on him.

I'll text him later to let him know that's NOT OK! I doubt that it'll do any good though as he's NEVER wrong, not ever! And he NEVER apologizes for anything! Ugh!

Tomorrow I'm finally going to a free mental health center not to far from where I live. Hopefully they'll be able to help me. Why would he do this to me over something so stupid?

I was drinking some beer too and he hates it when I drink which is super lame as I don't always drink, and it's not like I'm driving anywhere or falling down drunk. WTH? He's such an ***! I'd leave him if I ever came into lots of money, but I can't make it on my own financially for now, so I'm stuck. I have no one to turn to, nowhere to go, no savings, so don't tell me to pack up and leave. If it were only that easy.

Is there anyway that I can get him to see how wrong and out of line he was and is it possible to prevent this from happening again other than not saying anything the next time he's being stupid and annoying?