I have started a CBT program in hopes that it will curb my anger and make things easier for my wife and kids. While I have been separated I have been sleeping on an inflatable mattress, and wouldn't you know it last night I got a leak in it so I spent most of the night wrapped in my inflatable mattress on the hard floor. It is actually pretty funny, almost like someone is really testing me. I don't want to be angry anymore and I don't want to be depressed. All I want is my family back and I am going to bust my ***** to make sure it happens. Hopefully I can find the leak and get it fixed if not sleeping on the floor is not that bad, Buddist monks do it right? Thank you all very much for your support without you I could not have started down the path I needed to travel. May God bless you all.