I can't stand other people talking around me. It makes me want to shut them up. The real problem is That i yell in my mind whenever someone yells or talks. I get anxious when someone is with someone else walking and once I get near them I begin to say something out loud. I think I've said things out loud and sometimes I feel like someone is laughing at me. I actually said something out loud when I was at the psych ward and someone got mad at me. What is it that I have? I need help because I can't even enjoy being at a restaurant or movies for fear that a thought is gonna come out of my mouth. How can I stop this internal voice of myself yelling? It's literally affecting me academically and personally. Like my preference is to be around no noise at all. Oh and loud noises like a boom is soo annoying for me because in my mind I say "do it louder" because I feel someone is doing that noise to bother me. I need help. Someone please help me. I've been struggling with this for 4 years and I still can't control this. If someone out there has an answer or any thought please reply to this post. I will be highly appreciated. Thank you for reading
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