My Grandfather. He was my surrogate father and was my best friend when I was a child. He died when I was 11. Would he be disappointed by some of my decisions? Yes. Particularly smoking, he was a smoker until his late 20's but cancer still came back and killed him (bladder cancer). So maybe when I decide to quit, I can reflect on his memory a bit, if he can quit, and my Mom told me he was one of the biggest chainsmokers, so can I, atleast when I am truly ready to quit.