Yes kecanoe. It does seem that we have two parts of us that are very much alike! The teen and my 12 yo part are very much the same. It just dawned on me though as I'm typing this. There is much frustration that I feel, when I want to "GTH outta here" it's like there is no way I could do it. Revelation moment for that feeling - a 12 yo can't drive. That explains that "feeling" and frustration. [emoji51]

The baby part of me is suspended in a state of shock/fear/panic. It feels like it is frozen in a dissociated state of numbness. It doesn't know.... Crying was what seemed to get it in this suspended state.

Sorry if that's TMI it just came to me.