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Old Oct 14, 2016, 10:57 AM
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Originally Posted by gayleggg View Post
I have so many regrets. It seems like my whole life is one big regret. I regret my divorce, I regret my second marriage, I regret affairs I've had, I regret being BP, I regret being hospitalized four times and those are just the big things.

The only thing that I don't regret is having my daughter. She is the best thing that ever happened to me.

Just wondering if there are others out there like me.
Yeah, my life is pretty much ruled by regret... I try and try but I can't seem to shake it. I feel like a total failure! Everyone thought I would really do great things when I was in high school and college, but this FU$&!N disease stole all that. I know that's what did it but I'm still resentful and fixated on it. I've tried to deal with it for decades but it won't go away. I wish it would.
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"Maturity is nothing more than a firmer grasp of cause and effect."
-Bob

"and the angels, and the devils,
are playin' tug-o-war with my personality"
-Snakedance, The Rainmakers
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