Thanks Echoes,

My friend who let me know about my ex's costume called him (at my request) to let him know how I was dressing so it could be slightly less awkward. Ultimately it's still pretty damned awkward, but it's too frikkin' late to change costumes. And now if I don't go it becomes some kind of statement or something. %#@&#! this.

After this, I think I want to get away from everyone except my T and those to whom I'm blood-related. I just want to reinvent my life and try to forget the past. Not because the past was bad but because it was good.

Sidony