For years, before I was diagnosed with Bipolar....I would have times where I'd beg my husband to go for a run with me around 2am. It would make him angry because....1) we're not runners......2)we live in a bad area and it's not safe.....3)it was 2am in the morning and he was tired as heck. I would then decide to go alone which would cause an argument and then I'd give up for one reason or another.

Stay safe Eden. (((Hugs)))