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Originally Posted by Bigmike727
I know the feeling too well. I find it important for me to talk to someone who understands something of what I go through so there can be atleast someone to understand, I find if I do that I feel a little better, then I can sort of ride the rest of it out.
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I have family members on my side but they only "mean well". They don't necessarily understand and I've sort of gotten the impression lately that people I talk to don't want to hear it anymore. I have problems they can't fix. Thus, I feel like I'm the only person that can take care of business. The people in my life don't have the answers. They only see the result of my madness and don't question or understand the behavior. Perhaps they see BP as an excuse and I always feel like they're waiting for me to snap out of this "phase" and move on with my life. With the exception of my dad, most people in my life are worn out.......and I really can't talk to my dad because my mom will make it her business to butt in with her "advice" about how I need to manage my budget, raise my children, do my job, make decisions, etc. Of course, this just adds to the frequency to which I bang my head off the wall.