Hello Tao -- I'm sorry that you are feeling so low. I wish I could carry some of the burden for you. I hope you can take some small comfort in all the love and concern that is here for you at the forums.

I hope that you will continue to educate yourself about your disease and come here to vent and socialize. I pray that eventually something will click for you -- some message -- some suggestion -- some prayer -- some grace or blessing -- so that you take one tiny, itty bitty step toward recovery -- then another -- then another -- and one day you look around and realize that life is a lot better.

<font color="blue">(((((((((((((</font><font color="pink">Taonuviel</font><font color="blue">))))))))))))</font>