Hi ECHOES, how are you doing today?

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Afraid she will see me as not sturdy enough to do this work. How to be vulnerable, open, let the feelings come, but not fall completely apart and not lose her?!!

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Has she ever said she would not work with you if you were too wobbly? I wonder where this fear comes from. Can you discuss with her? Maybe this is not a worry at all. Are you afraid of falling apart just because you are afraid of losing her? Or for other reasons too?