Does anyone here ever feel sad when manic, like maybe cry at something sad?

I honestly can't even tell my mood anymore. It's either manic or mixed since I'm getting very little sleep and I'm hallucinating. Though today I'm not sad like I was yesterday. I feel amazing, in fact.

My mood kinda flips depending on the day. I go from "super f#cking awesome! Yeah!" to "God, I wish I didn't exist." Would this be mixed or what? Or am I just experiencing sadness of some sort? It's so weird

Also, my eyes hurt from staying up so long