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I realize that right now my thoughts are very much influenced by my depressed state.
I feel I have accomplished nothing in life. I feel wrinkly and old.
I feel I had a lot going for me and I ruined everything by stupid decisions I have made. And I realize I'm in the position I'm in right now because of the stupid decisions and things I have done, so I have no one to blame but myself for where I am in life right now. I feel like life has completely kicked my ***. I used to be motivated and determined and now I'm just pathetic and unaccomplished. It's horrible.
I can't stop crying!
And yes, I disgust even myself so I'm sorry.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous
The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token
"What if I can't get up and stand tall,
What if the diamond days are all gone, and
Who will I be when the Empire falls?
Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token
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