Thanks guys.
Most of my angst has to do with my writing. I expected to have accomplished more at this point in my life. I really had a bright future ahead of me when I was younger, and so far all I've managed to accomplish are a couple of short story publications. I've written two novels that are most likely never going to be published unless I self publish. I can't write when I'm angst ridden, which is the majority of the time. I started a third novel in what was supposed to be a trilogy, but I became so unstable while writing it that it's probably never going to be finished, which is unfortunate because I'm halfway through it. I was so stupid to drop out of school to focus on my writing. I have zero skills and no job right now.
I have plenty of time to write right now, but I have writer's block at the moment because I'm so upset about everything that's happening, and all I do is spend all of my time worrying.
I'm so tormented by all of this. It just sucks. It's just sucky.
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