(( fuzzy ))

Thank you for having faith in me.

Yes you make very good points. The aloneness is intense just like it used to be. Nowhere to turn. If T is like her then ... it feels like I have no one again. I rejected my mother. I don't want to do that with my T.

..wondering out loud..So if T reminds me of her then how will that work? How will I be close to her? How will I let myself need her?